A realized Walk

When i was ina circle
i started to think
other than being alone
im ok
but then again
that is not what came to mind
i found that i felt alone
only becuase
the one person in the family
that i want to talk to
to share what i feel and what i do
and that would understand
and know exactly what i was talking about
and could ask me questions
and make me think
is not 6 feet under
but 6 feet above
but equaly dead
so as i walked a circle
what i thought was
i thought