should i tavel

so i visit
and i go
and i spend more time by my self than i do at home
and i leave november home to fend for him self
i wonder what he does when im gone

so some land got flooded
thanks to some weather
i would like to go down and help anyway i can
but i cant leave here right now
well i could
but where and what would i do when i get down there
i may start to investigate
see how i can make a difference
i dont want to donate money, cuz i have sceen many thing go wrong with that.
what i want to do is go down
use my hands
my blood sweat and tears to rebuild
to make new
to fix old
to see life again
i want to creat
im tired of destroying
maybe she is out there, and i will find her in my travels
maybe not
i should get back to work.