a drink of truth

a mistake
i made a mistake
again
i...
well i did what i said i would do
and when i woke up i found my self imbaresed
so now....
im going to stop.... kinda...
im going to limit my self
im going to hold self controll
no more...
i dont want to wake up feeling the way i did
and after where i was
it could have been so much worse...
it should have been so much worse
but....
maybe i should just stop totoaly
for a while and see
we will see

i ask my self the question of why
and the same answer comes back
the one i dont like so i am going to try and change that
but not replace that

two fluted