I had a day dream

ive been workin between suns
my moon has become my guiding light
so today i had a day dream
and it was about you
we were together again but distant
and you refused everything i tried
you didnt let me feel how i wanted
and i twisted in a uncomfertable
i woke to be disgusted
in my self, i stooped low again
and it brings out more demons
i hate my self after day dreams like that
but i changed my self
i some times wonder how you would see me now
probably the same
i dont think i changed any
but i tried
my demons haunt my every waking moment between suns