ghost of a sole

out of the courner of my eye
i see some one moving
but when i turn i know
that sole that could have been there
is no longer present
some one is watching me
interested in what i do or where i go
and why i am here
i mean no harm and dont want to leave a mark
i feel that they are mad
or worried that when i leave
i will have destroyed what was there
and should have stayed the way it should have been
trees of tall are out side
and in side they burn
over your head is the stars and wind
and over my head are gasses that glow
i am awake when my eyes should be shut
i am alone when promised to be two
here it is
i survive the day and walk the night
the west is calling me
but fear keeps me in the hills
drugs of choice keep vison open
blured thoughts are all that can be recalled
where i am going is known
but what i am doing is confused