be there?

it has been a couple days
and i knew it would
this time i write to you
what i should

time and time
or drinks after two
more than three
and tomany after a few

but when i do
flow that is
i feel free
and life that is
i write to you
yes to you
you can read
what i type to you

i tell you my life
and where i am
what i feel
and who i am

i suck at this poetry
yes i know
but who the fuck cares
you... i hope so

just remember
this one time
when you where there
to listen
to a ryme

was it just because
or where you a sholder
all i ask of you
is to just remember

this one time
i was there
just for you
and i did not care
i carried you out
in to the blue
introduced you
to something new

i called it calm
and called it true
it was all that i knew

it was so simple
what did you not see
but i did not tell you
that once it was me

i did not say
you where wrong
everyone has
to experience
the time to belong

when you are out of the loop
and you feel
stranger than true

all i ask
of all of you

remember
there is some one out there
the same as you
going through the same
period of true

feelings of lost
and feelings of freet
all you need
and a deep breath

so call me up
e-mail me too
if i cant help
i can point you to some too
but all i want
is to be free
and true
all i want
is to become something
other than blue

one more thing
before i become asque
when i leave
will you be there too?