i saw her today at the reception
a glass of wine in her hand
i knew she was going to meat her connection
and her feet where foot loose man

you cant always get what you want
but if you try sometimes
you might find
you get what you need

few things in life make sence
only the truth shows what is right
but there are tomany lies
and to many fake endings
so where do i start
or have i already

what is around the next courner
but im happy where i am
but what is happy now
what is free
but what is not

i rode to the super market
two wheels
no protection
what if a car hit me
would i have been in better shape than i am now
where does this end
what what begins after that
questions that are never answered
and its about time i gave up

yeah

with a stupid manuver
and some dumb shit
i sit here
still here
and not there
and what do i want in the end
i dont know but all i do
is pissed at my self
and why
because i do the same thing every time
what do i want
i ignore
what i dont want
im there
so what next
who fucken cares

a source of freedom

on swift wheels of thin
i cut around this small place
free and wild
i weave a fabric confusion
not for me
but who is around
i break for noone
but break for a rest
a bench is a stop for a friend
and the intercetion is where im set free
these swift wheels take me
no noise
or something to bother
my mind is focued
on what it needs
a distraction from what
everything that is life

where do you find peace
where is your center
can you find it
or did you louse it a long time ago
could you find it if you tried
or does it hurt to much
is your center dependent
or do you think it is
is that your true center
can you look in your own eyes
when staring what do you see
have you tried
look deep
look long and hard
you can do it
it is only you
only you and your self
who is going to know
one person staring back at you
the truth is there
and all it is, is you
get closer
look deep
see your own sole
have that talk you always needed
and when you are done walk away

Glowing Hyper

between two wheels and under a disk
i found some happyness
i would call it content
but i am not
i miss one thing
and by one
i mean only one
a couple rules
that i tend to fallow
one is enough
not two but one
gold is not worth any
compaired to what could have
looken does not happen
because i would not need to
the is what is given
all of it as well

now what i do
is on two wheels
and under a disk
i treat them like friends
and teach them like family
i never give up
and tend not to sleep
my two wheels take me
back and forth
and when done
im tired
brused
achy
and happy
i have a smile
and a calm voice
people notice who i really am
and say it is nice
i can remember lonely days
because they are not gone
but i know when i wake
i have 58 hyper faces
ready for anything
and all i get is a thank you
and that is all i need

time lost

There is a feeling
deep inside my head
where only i can see
and shudder at what i think
but i ask my self
and then i dont know
i am lost between two thoughts
one is of safety
and the other of security
where do i go
i know what i can do
but then where would that lead me
so now i am lost
there could be a light up there
i think that could be it
time is what i need
but it is not what i have

Why Kitten

There are two out there
that have never asked
one does have a small reason
the other is because
have you ever seen such a thing
small and clean
ever so playfull
and room to grow
you could pick it up
and do what you like
some are nice to you
and others dont respect you
so in response
you have your defence
claws of sharp
and teath oh so white
you roar with a might
but to me you pur
becasue no matter what you do
i know where you come from
and i want to make sure
with every dark courner out there
behind you is a little light
so you wont get lost

so for my two kittens
chin up

Dark

as i stare in to your eyes
not as clear as what is above
i can see my self
and endless days
i remember a time
and your smile
or cold face tells more
than what life has given me
yet you will never know my name
nor will i know yours
as i watch
your movement flows
as quick as water
and with much energy

open plam

as i open my hand
i see the rings flow out
life ended here
and will again and again
as i open my hand
the rings grow
like a life
spreading out in every direction
all i can do
hope
and reach
and if i could pray
maybe i could be clear