there and back again

with new music i feel again
she screams in my ears
pluged with work
but i still listen
but there i feel less than here
with november here
on my chest i can smile
and when he is gone i wonder

back from the deep
back from the dead or just gone

lost in the wild, but i found something
not love
but a stable ground

confused still
but i think it is where i like
so the same is just that
and where the road goes
i just get there a little faster!