earily morning

my eyes open
i see you there
and you know it
then it is drark
i strugle to lift my head
but i cant
i panic
i fight to lift my head
all i want to do is breath
and turn around and see you
fight you but my head is held down
stugle and stugle
something is wrong here
then its over
i pull the blankets off my head
look around
chest and arms tense from the fight
ready to kill whats in sight
im ready
for nothing that is there
but was it nothing
or was it him again
i haunt my self some time
and i try to go back to sleep