Spurts

I need to get something out
i have these emotions stuck in my head
and i cant release the dragon
she is blowing fire down my hands
and there is nothing there
that i can manipulate
to creat
or destroy
all i feel i can do is be
and watch helplessly as
the world turns
my mind is sturing with ideas
and once i put them to use
the sound
the feel
and how i want it to be is all wrong
wrong
and im trying so hard
and it is all incorect
all or nothing
never good enough
im tired of this life
and i want to make it work
everything here is not working
FUCK
why.............