A Change in the Angle

Well, waht to say, so many surprises, so many dissapointments
people are leaving and people are comming
people are talking and people are not
life around me is changing and it is chaning me
im not new and shiny any more
my turne is up
my fear is gone, but a new one arises
to many decisions that are not mine
everyone expects me to go
but im going to stay
stay here, be me and defy who is out there
defy the real world and to become who i want
im sick of people telling me what to do
its not my turn but im changing the rules!