the craving for ink

end of the four day strech
so many ideas in my head
and the craving for ink
thoes buzzing needles,
pericing my skin
leaving a black smudge, that wont wash off
the satifaction of something that was not supose to be there
but it is now
the sound, the feeling, how intoxicating
the product, what does it mean
why so important,
long decision making, the proper way
nothing off the wall for me, it has to be my own
whats next, where does it go,
when can i get it, it interfeers with my life
no water for three weeks, my gills are already dry enough
dont pick at it, but the temtation is so.... uhg
but that end product is all worth it
that smoth skin, that had a different color than the rest
the small raised scared parts
the long black lines, the shading the solid color
the fact that it is there for along time, for ever