Long time to write

Hello world again
Still around as I see
Not much has changed with you,
Time has filled the void
My mind is adrift, thinking
of what is not important
but you are still here

you ass hole...

yes if you read this and knew
i would distroy you

i have some one at my back
and he said the same

i want things as much as you do
and i do not fold,
i think unlike you

and now, i found your love
in the cold
the dark and scared

and when i asked,
i got the story,
astory of you being selfish
dumb, blind and not human

you waste and kill
and want to be different

well you are not, you are the same
you are typical
you are afraid
you cant comit
that is why you are alone
and i hope you die that way

i scared you into the right thing
and if you did not
i would have done it for you
so now i hope you sleep like shit
i hope you get sick
i hope someday
you get left in the cold
noone to help you
and in the end you look back
and think

maybe they where right
maybe

there and back again

with new music i feel again
she screams in my ears
pluged with work
but i still listen
but there i feel less than here
with november here
on my chest i can smile
and when he is gone i wonder

back from the deep
back from the dead or just gone

lost in the wild, but i found something
not love
but a stable ground

confused still
but i think it is where i like
so the same is just that
and where the road goes
i just get there a little faster!

and again tired

so today was a good day
and yesterday was ok
but when the star goes down
which brings out the rest
i am again alone
to be with only one
a companion in life
why yes he is
but a lover which i crave
he is not
a month is about to be over
and my tries just make me tired
so again
i am alone
but with one
i am half
all i can stare into is
yellow eyes
and all i get back
is tuna breath

empty tree

as i look at my empty tree
i see you three
one of which i wish
the other of whom i dont know
and the last of which i know too much
and with everything i have
i give all
i get back what comes forth
and with that i feel free
but i still have the empty tree

All I see
eyes so dark that i got lost
but found my self

skin soft as silk
with a touch more gental then the desert wind

hair with a sent
or a garden in full bloom

all I see
is all I Dream

and so

blood from my stomach
liquid stopping toxins
mind a drift
body doing what i know it will do
friend in fear
my friend i love
and i have no hand to help her
but i find my self
here
one bottle empty
and to see when i wake
one day wasted
streets left alone
i have nothing left

Smile

josie was taking me over there
and she took me past you
you where doing something great
you took him for a ride
and he enjoyed every second
he had the wind in his hair
the sun on his face
a smile begger than the earth
and everything was ok

thank you
both of you
your hard work is amaizing
your smile will keep me riding my bike!