finally done

so it is done
after many months
maybe a year
i took it away
gone from here
and never to come back
maybe it was for the better
or even the worst
but preachy is not what i need
and im tired of what you say
young for your years
you want to sound old
yourng for your years
all you wants is to hear your own voice
rant and rave
im done

pocket

my eyes are open again
i feel a new
even with you in my pocket
good luck came in a differnt way
you always seem to know what to do
and i feel lost with out it
but today
what i wanted
became what i did not need
and then i open my eyes
a new path
a new voice
still noone at home

chase my own tail

so i hate this tail
but i drink it anyways
lastnight was half the bottle
tonight is the rest
it was on sale
i bought it last night with a migrain
and tonight im just finishing it up
so chase it i do

question to self
why did you not finish what you started lastnight
answer to self
really i dont know... lets make up tonight
deal
shall we???
after you.....
gulp gulp gulp

Do something good

Good morning all
do something good, sponser my sister for the panguin plunge, to help the special olympics

go here and pledge her any amount,

http://www.firstgiving.com/vtpeanut

do a good thing! and then go see her dive in the lake champlain and freez her ass off, hahahahahaha sucker
good luck sister

Squid out

pure clear

i could stare
righ though it
it became totaly clear
and i started
my body was there
i could think faster than light
the feature was clear
the past made seanse
i could see
i could feel
i was making progress
then i was interrupted
now im here
and not clear

If you were here it would be different
if i were there it would be the same
alone and not knowing
if it is better to be
so i am still here wondering
now all i want is not knowing what i want
so all i do is stay
now i risk my life
no protecting
but descovering
nothing can clear a head like a long walk
and nothing can confuse
like becomming clear

beautiful darkness

the night was not clear
she could not see
slowly traveling though low clouds
she creasted the hill
out of the dark night came a clear sky
the stars where few
the moon was full
and looked up to see a relection of her self
she shined like polish
and roared with glee
as the she travled back into the low clouds
she was not scared anymore
pushing though as fast as she could go
she got me home

cant listen

so you called me up
you are ok
your in town
but not where you are supose to be
now im mad
because you are testing thin ice
and i saw you hurt
and now i fear i see it again

you are two old and stuborn to tell
so i give up
and when the phone rings again
noone wants to hear it out

yell at me later

engineers work together
and when work is done
some one yells
for no reason
they have no clue
they are not thinking
why to i keep out of the snow and rain
why would i do such a thing
two wheels
one chain
in the rain?
and you that numb
did you not think
why not ask
and see
why is that there
and not out here
insted
you say
vacume up the dust
you need to keep bussy
new job
my kingdom for a new job

Fallow

So i dare you
opposit sex
come here and sit for a second
i dare you

i look on the net tonight
working far from mind
and i see some ladies
on roller skates
round and round they go
punches fly
and ego's bulge

well i dare you
come here and sit next to me
run all night and day with me for a week
and we will see how hip you are
how strong you are
feel good now hunny
but in the end
you are a little girl
on roller skates
trying to play hard core
lets see you fallow my two wheels
hard core.....
more hard headed...ppsssttt
you make me sick in more ways than one