A ruined Grocery Store

Do your remember?
i do, and i miss what it was
we could walk for ever
we talked and just walked
up and down, looking at every piece
piece of art, something we could afford
take home together and make together
get ideas, for our home,
our life
our time together
but that was taken away from me
one thing i charished so much
something so silly no one under stood
and now that i walk down thoes same isles
and look at the same food that we did
i feel empty and lonely
i cant share that with anyone
no one would understand what it was
what it could have been
to walk in and walk out with out taking anything
but what we wanted
ideas for our life together
but that life died the day
the day that walk could never happen again
the day i relized that i am alone in my thoughs again

Tug on the Nail

uuuggggggg
every movement reminds me of my mistake
every slight bump reminds me of what i did
when i look again and again
my knees shake like a sheet in the wind
eeeehhhh uuuuggggg
this is going to be a long healing time!

Thin Skin

I was able to get there
after a nice walk too
it was warm and clear
a nice day to spend out and in
which way should it go
up or down
left or right
leg or arm, i took some advice wisely
it ended up better this way any ways
i had a great time too
some good conversations
like always, and some great art
it is great to have two artist excited
one for what he got
one for what he created
so honered, he asked to put it where every one could see
my name is now a picture
for the world to see
for me to keep

Home Town Vermont

This is not all the home towns of this state
it is just one
a drive through
on a nice sun set
which is a morning to me
a weird sight at first but made me simle
little makes me smile any more

"ive been down harder baby, ever since the day we met" Primitive Raido Gods

walkers on the right
enjoying the nice weather, finally
and to the left
a man on a tracter
a lawn tracter, like 100 times before
something i could have ignored
something i could have passes up and gone on living
but i turned around
i saw and smiled
i saw him holding a little girl,
she had her coat to keep warm
she had her hat to keep the sun out of her eyes
maybe it was his hat, but she was there
he was holding on tight, keeping her safe
she had no smile but together
they where on a trip
a tip together, with each other
one protecting and one riding.
a smile came to my face and i kept on my trip

Island

It was the first of many memories
it is going to take a long time to make it though this depression
it either misses me, or i miss it to much
but comming home is a reality
and some one was waiting for me
he was glad when i walked though the door of his life
the one thing he cant figure out

Question after question
answer after answer
time and time again
im just glad i dont understand some of what he seys
some times....

the water was oh so nice
the trees where oh so great
and the smiles where oh so true

the fish where all there
the animals where hard to find
the time was all to short and moved so quick
un like the rivers we traveled

where we were was paridice
the time we spent was worth everything
the water made me rethink the life i want

Thank you

Thank You
for your leadership
for your pride
for your forgivness
for your love
for your time
thank you john...